About Me

Aside from blogging, and slowly increasing the number of words on the internet, my interests include spanking, bondage, power-play, role-play and enough other individual kinks that, to cover them all, I am going to have to refer you to my Fetlife profile, which is linked in the sidebar. I am strongly politically opinionated, and have been since I learned that you don’t have to be bland in order to keep your friends, or that any opinion I held wasn’t automatically wrong. It took a long time for that last lesson to sink in. I believe that the current system of political representation in the UK is fundamentally flawed, that a free market does not automatically regulate itself, and that a person should be able to express their sexual needs without it restricting what careers and life choices they are able to make, and without fear of discrimination or reprisal. It is my considered opinion that the patriarchal system damages as may men as it does women (for a justification of this, please read my Advice & FAQ section), and that gender should not be dependant upon physical sex. I do not believe that feminism is ‘no longer necessary’.

We are currently living in an era when all sorts of things have suddenly become possible for the first time. The internet means that it is more possible to make and maintain contact with people who share your interests, beliefs and ideals than it has ever been, and this has made (comparatively) reasonable dialogue on almost any subject available to anybody with access to the internet. The world-views which are available to you are no longer dependant upon who your parents were, where you live, or where you work. Because of this, the BDSM and kink community has an unprecedented opportunity to bring the ideas of consent culture, negotiated relationships, and freedom of sexual expression into the mainstream.

In addition to being a model and a navel-gazer, I am also an artist. All the paintings and drawings that you will see on this website are my own, and they are licensed CC-BY-NC-SA through creative commons, which means that you are free to distribute and adapt my work for non-commercial purposes free of charge, so long as it remains attributed to me. So – in other words – copy and share as you like, as long as you tell people that it was mine in the first place, and ideally include a link to my site. The license also requires that any work substantially based upon my work is likewise shared.

I am proud to say that I have been involved in the production of a fair amount of the material at DreamsOfSpanking.com – and in many discussions with Pandora Blake over the need for and place of consensually, ethically produced pornography, and how to get people to understand the ways in which it is not necessarily demeaning to the performers. Also, Dreams is where you will find the vast majority of my work as a spanking model to date, so please do take a look, I’ve never seen another site quite like it.

Filmography:

DreamsOfSpanking.com

Taking The Blame – 2011 – Bottom
A Bet’s A Bet – 2012 – Top
A Taste Of Their Own Medicine – 2012 – Bottom
The Prefect And The Fag – 2012 – Top
Non-Violent Resistance – 2012 – Bottom
Punishment By Proxy – TBR – Bottom/Top


Recent Posts

  • Art Navel-Gazing The Porn Taboo: Drawing

    The Porn Taboo: Drawing

    I have been concentrating a lot on improving my drawing skills recently – I have put a few pictures up here which I wasn’t really happy with, and realised that the problem wasn’t a lack of skill, or even a lack of patience, but simply that I hadn’t left myself enough time. It isn’t even the case that a good drawing takes all that much more time than a poor one, but the feeling of being rushed makes a lot [...]

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  • Navel-Gazing Submission, Security and Satisfaction

    Submission, Security and Satisfaction

    It’s occurred to me, over the course of this last week, that I haven’t spent all that much time on this blog actually writing about my submissive tendencies, despite my initial intentions. It’s not, I think, that I feel any kind of reluctance to talk about them, quite the converse, but rather that they haven’t been very prominent lately. Over the past few months, a lot of things have run out of control a bit, and there have been more [...]

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  • Navel-Gazing

    Under One Roof

    So, it seems I have finally managed to produce a Friday update, and on a Friday, no less! Things have reached a point where my online presence can be (hopefully!) a bit less scattered, and I can get back into writing on some kind of regular schedule. Drawing, I hope, shall follow – there are a couple of pencil drafts for an image for this post, but none of them have been inked or coloured yet. If you’re really good, [...]

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    Update Schedule Vs. Reality

    The more astute among you may have noticed that this blog did not update earlier this week, contrary to my stated update schedule. There has been a lot going on in my private life in the past few weeks, and now we’re in the process of moving house, I’m ashamed to say that the blog entry I was supposed to write didn’t even cross my mind until yesterday! I have noticed, also, that I haven’t been getting around to replying [...]

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  • Advice Art On Learning To Draw Erotica

    On Learning To Draw Erotica

    I have been really enjoying the chance to draw filthy pictures, with the excuse that I need them for blog-post illustrations. While I have been far from satisfied with all of the results so far, I have been pleasantly surprised at how they have been turning out. If that sounds like a contradiction to you, then you clearly have not spent much time drawing. The process of learning to draw does not, at any stage, contain a drastic improvement. The [...]

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  • Kink Politics Walk On By

    Walk On By

    I’ve read a lot, over the past couple of months, on the problems surrounding the reporting, treatment, and repercussions of abusive behaviour – particularly in the scene, but also in more general terms. The things I’m thinking about, by the way, have been these two Pervocracy posts (both trigger-tastic, by the way,) that terrible shitstorm on FetLife, and – the thing which spurred me to write what I’m currently writing – this article by Mona Eltahawy, on the state of gender relations in the Middle East. While [...]

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  • Navel-Gazing Off The Hook

    Off The Hook

    What with everything that’s been going on over the past few weeks, I have had a lot of time to think about the way the D/s dynamic in the house has been evolving over the past few months. One phenomenon which I would like to write about, which I have touched on before briefly, is the idea of submission being a way of getting let off the hook. I’ve heard a fair few people talking about this kind of feeling, [...]

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  • Uncategorized How I Found My Kink

    How I Found My Kink

    I just moved the chips and there it was! No, wait.. ——————————– Thanks for all your good wishes, guys. We’re all back in the country now, and things should be continuing more or less as normal, which is to say, hardly behind schedule at all. ——————————– False Starts My first experiences with kink, as with many people, were at quite a young age, with a partner who was not as into the idea as I was. The first time I [...]

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